my life in chastity continues (a true story)

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my life in chastity continues (a true story)Before I agreed to be locked up. Before I agreed to be an obedient chaste husband to my wife. She had sexual needs and desires that I as her husband was able and more than willing to fill. The sex was good, or so I thought. We enjoyed the intimate pleasures sometimes two times a week. Or when I had time to get into the mood.Now, since I have taken to wearing a chastity cage upon my manhood. Now that we both agreed to turn the key over to a private third party. Well, it seems her sexual wants, needs and desires have grown. She used to say she was happy and satisfied with sex two times a week. But now, with me in chastity, I see her sexual wants, needs and desires increase from two times a week to sometimes two times a day. And sometimes even with multiple partners.As her husband, I should be the one to fill her sexual desires. That is one of my jobs as her husband. But now that I am locked in chastity, I am failing in different ways as her husband.I want to see my wife happy. And she used to tell me she was happy having sex with me. As I look back. We would get it on. I would cum one time and then go to sleep. She used to say she was satisfied but now I wonder. I have seen her experience multiple orgasms with different lovers. Not only have I watched her have sex with different men but I have sat by and watched her get it on with different women. Sometimes she is the aggressor and sometimes she is the agressee. But every time she comes away with a smile on contemptment on her face. Something I’m not sure I saw on her face when the sex was just between her and I.Now, being a male, locked in chastity as I am. I am experiencing many physical and emotional senses that are playing games with me. My wife is very sexy. When I see her shower, walk around naked, or just lay in bed and play with herself. I still get hard. At least as hard as the chastity cage allows. Getting hard for me used to be a pleasurable thing. Now getting hard brings me pain and suffering. I have told my wife this and she says too bad. I asked for this so live with it. And she is correct. I asked to be locked in chastity. We discussed it and I agreed to a twelve month, one year challenge. If you look at a male chastity cage. You see a little tiny thing. A simple plastic cage held together by three little pins and secured by an even smaller brass padlock. What can it hurt you might think. What can this little thing do to me. Not only have I found out some of the things this little itty bitty cage can do to this male but we have attended events and my wife has turned me over to little women. Much smaller and daintier than her. What harm can these little women do to me. Well have someone tie you up. Suspended your naked body in the middle of the room. And then introduce you to these very delicate little women. Their face and their body may say delicate flower. But I have met some that become a sadistic snap dragon. They did things to me that made me very afraid of them. So don’t judge a book by it’s cover. The chastity cage, like these little women may look all sweet and innocent. But get them alone and locked this chastity cage upon your manhood for an extended period of time. And I have been on my knees, begging and pleading for mercy. And it was not a pretty site. At least not a pretty site from my angle.I want to say the chastity in my case has been no good for me. That it may be doing more harm than good. Both physically and emotionally. But my wife says she is proud as to how I have stuck to it. I agreed to one year and she says she sees me lasting the entire year. She also says she is happy with me in bahis siteleri chastity. She says she sees the changes in me and not only is willing to live with the changes but she respects me more as her husband. I have been in the room when she tells some of her girlfriends about the changes in our marriage. She sings her praises about me being a more loving, caring and obedient husband. Her needs and her pleasure are at the top of my list now. Before we would do things I wanted. Now it is me asking her what does she want. Even her shows on TV we both sit down and watch together.When it comes to sex, she tells her friends, even with my little pipi locked away, that does not mean sex ends in the house. Just the opposite she explains. I have a tongue that she expects me to use on her. Not only do I get to lick and eat out her pussy but she explains that she has me kneel before her and worship her feet. Sometimes she says, if I’m good, she will order me to lick, kiss and worship her ass.When it comes to sex. Having a cock in her pussy. Having that cock bring her to orgasm after orgasm. She explains, I as her husband cannot do that. Not at this time. Instead she as an ever growing list of male lovers who are more than willing and physically able to fill her cock desires. She even tells her girlfriends in front of me that she has since learned about some of the joys of having female companionship too. And when it comes to sexual intercourse, she explains a woman has a cock that will stay as long and as hard as anything. A woman knows the right spots to hit on another woman. And she has had some mind blowing, intense sexual sessions with woman. Even more exciting than she has had with some men and way more sexually satisfying than she has ever had with me, as her husband.It’s bad enough sitting or standing before a group of strangers. Listening to my wife explain how inadequate I am in bed. How she needs the help of others to fill her many and varied sexual desires. That is embarrassing enough. That is until either the stranger offers or she asks the strangers to help do tings her chaste husband cannot do. In the sex field that is. They look at me when my wife tells them how pathetically inadequate I am in the sexual market. Not only does she tell them but if they seem interested, she seals the deal by having me display my chastity cage. Thus proving my lack of available equipment to fill her many sexual wants, needs and desires.Emotionally I am in a funk over this lifestyle. My wife and I were sitting on the couch together and she was watching some raunchy sex tapes. We were both naked and I watched as she played with herself. She started climbing all over me. Getting us both hot and bothered. A scene came on the screen when a man tied a woman down to the bed. Her hands were tied over her head and her legs were tied far apart. The woman was completely helpless. The man fucked her in every hole he could He did things to the woman that I have seen others do to her. She said to me she wanted me to do what was japanning on the screen. She said I want you to tie me down and fuck me like you have never fucked me before. I want to feel you so deep inside me that I feel I’m being ripped apart by your massive cock.I all honesty, the idea of that did excite me. I saw how my wife was all hot and bothered on me. Her passion juices were flowing and the temp in the house had jumped a few degrees. But than reality set in and I had to tell my wife no. Not that I did not want to but with the chastity cage locked on my cock and balls. I did not have the equipment handy to do what she was asking.Telling my wife no is not something I enjoyed canlı bahis siteleri doing. And she got all pissed off at me when I said no.She verbally berated me. Said I was apathetic excuse for a husband. No wonder she has to go out on the street and get others, total strangers and get them to do my husbandly sexual duties.As punishment for telling her no, she had me get the dog cage and set it up ext to the bed. I have been in the dog cage before and even spent a couple nights in there. It was very uncomfortable. We since folded it up and put it away. Or so I thought. Now I had to bring the dog cage back out and set it up.When I entered the bedroom, my wife was already there. On the bed behind her was a dog collar with a lock. A length of metal chain. And something I have not seen before in the house. My wife explained it was a metal anal hook. The end with the ball goes in my ass she says and the other end, with the ring, gets tied off and secured.She had me get on my knees before her and she secured the dog collar tightly around my neck. Then she had me lean forward and she placed the anal hook up my ass. It hurt going in and I told her. Shut up she said. Next time you get this, I’ll consider using lube first. But this time you are being punished for saying no. So NO lube for you. Then she had me crawl into the metal dog cage. Last time I was in this I was able to fall asleep by laying down on my side. This time though she said I’m being punished. She wants me to stay in the cage and think about what I said to her.While I was on my hands and knees, she slipped the metal chain, hanging from my dog collar and pulled the chain through the top of the cage openings. Than she secured both ends of the chain together and to the dog collar. If I lowered my head, the dog collar would grab hold of my throat and remind me it was there. Then she took some rope and tied it to the ring on the end of the metal anal hook. Then she pulled the rope through the top of the cage, on the other end and tied it off with a few knots. She closed the dog cage and said she will not lock the dog cage door this time. She expects me to remain in that cage all night and think about why I’m here. If I’m good, in the morning she will paddle me. Then she went to her drawer and pulled out a few of her toys. I had to kneel there and watch her not only crawl into bed but to watch and listen to her play with herself. She used her toys to get herself off. As she orgasmed over and over again, she kept reminding me how useless and pathetic I was as her husband and sexual lover and sexual provider.After a few hours she passed out in bed. One of her vibrators was still humming away inside her pussy.In the morning she woke up and checked on me. I was fine she said. Even though I had no sleep what so ever. I tried to sleep but each time I did the dog collar would grasp my throat and choke me. Also lowering my backside was not an option either. The anal hook was shoved up my ass and was pulled so tight that it was almost lifting my knees off the floor of the dog cage. She went in the bathroom and took a hot shower. Than she came back in the bedroom and released me from the cage. Go fix me breakfast she said. I knelt beside her as she ate breakfast. She had a dog bowl beside her that she would drop some food in for me to eat. After I did the dishes she said she did not forget and that it was time for my spanking.She told me to go stand in the living room. There she tied my arms and suspended my naked frame from the hooks in the ceiling. Then she attached restraints, with a very short chain, to my ankles. I hung there as she brought out an assortment canlı bahis of belts, paddles and even a whip. Then she turned on the tv. This time she was watching a male slave, tied up in a similar fashion as I was now. And the Female on the screen blistered this mans ass. As the many on the screen was crying and pleading my wife got up and slipped a gag in my mouth. She may want to hear him beg. But I don’t care. This is punishment. I want it to hurt you like you hurt me. You said NO. Now you must pay. She picked up the belt, turned me so I could watch the screen. Then she laid the belt onto my bare ass. The first strike told me she meant business when she said this would hurt. That this was punishment. And she expressed her displeasure for me telling her no.After my punishment, my key holder called me and said she heard I was a bad boy. Not only did she hear it but she said she watched it on her computer. I did not know but my wife had set up a web cam and had sent a live feed to the Internet so anyone she wanted to could watch it as it happened.My key holder asked how were my balls. Do they hurt she asked. I said they do and that I want so bad to cum. So later today she said I will get my wish. My wife has a couple men dropping by later to do the things she wanted me to do last night but I could not. So today my key holder will let me have my freedom. I’ll have 6 hours of not being in chastity. Not only that. This time she will not only allow but insist that I play with myself. Fondle my cock and balls she said. She wants me to cum. So she will have me stand naked before her and jack off my cock in front of her.So while my wife is getting tied down and roughly fucked by Men, I’ll be cumming with my own hand again.Now it is time for me to get to work. I have to clean the house and wash he sheets on the bed. My wife wants ropes placed in the bedroom along with scented candles and fresh flowers. When the two Men drop by later today. My wife will introduce them to me. She says I’ll be sucking each of their cocks before I leave. Get the taste of today’s lovers in my mouth she says as she send me on to my key holder.As a husband I try to please my wife. I take care of her financially but am presently inadequate when it comes to the sexual needs department. As I think about it, this is my own doing. I was the one who agreed to living the life, 24/7 as her chaste husband. She has sexual needs and desires just like I do. But for now, my sex is locked up. Hers though remains open and wanting. If I was not locked in chastity, maybe I could fill many or all of her sexual needs. Instead she has to tramp herself out. Go out on the street and find other Men and Woman to bed her down. I was happy when I looked down at her while she was on her knees and sucking on my cock. Now it shames me to see her on her knees sucking cocks of other Men and Women. It shames me even more when I am the one, on my knees, with a cock or cocks in my mouth. I was raised that it was a woman’s job to get on her knees and suck a Mans cock. Take the entire length down her throat and swallow his juices when he came in her mouth. Now a days, the more and more the days of my chastity continue, I find myself as that woman. Sometimes even dressed as a woman with make up and all. I am becoming that tramp of a woman I heard a wife agrees to become. In a marriage I was told a MAN is SUPIEOR and a woman is subservient. The Man’s needs and desires come first. Yet in this household, the Female is SUPERIOR. And not only with my Wife but also with the other females she welcomes into our home. One woman superior to me I could handle but now I have over ten. And each has different wants, desires and demands. Each have their own rules and often I fail at their rules. And if a man fails with a Woman, if often leads to punishment in some form or fashion. And take it from me, punishment is not fun.

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